NEW YEAR!

The new year is almost here! yay!!! i am hoping that this new year is better then the last!

Angels

My aunt became an angel this week.. she always was but now she has wings. i will miss her with all my heart

I’m Free
Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free
I’m following the path God has laid you see.
I took His hand when I heard him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work, to play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way
I found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss
Oh yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life’s been full, I savored much
Good friends, good times, a loved one’s touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee
God wanted me now; He set me free.

Another photo album by Smilebox

Meh

Today is just a meh day what more can i say? i guess not much

a whole lot of BLAH

sigh.... today just is. as in today is just another Monday of a whole lot of nothing going on. Just sitting here at work doing nothing not really working cuz there is nothing to work on and when there is something to work on screwing it up and then reading e-mails about it asking why i did this or why didn't i do this. and all the while thinking well gee i just really have no idea what i am doing and any time i call to ask someone they have no idea so really just kinda stuck in the middle of nothing. listening to other people work and talk around me... yay fun well anyway at least i am getting paid to sit here are read, read, read.sigh i swear i am just in such a slump today. and i feel bad like i am always like this never happy never moving forward just blah sad blah sad blah mad blah blah blah seems like no point anymore

Getting my hopes up

sometimes i feel like i am getting my hopes up when it comes to entering the new chapter of my life. I feel like i always do this things are just so bad for so long and then things start to look up and for a while i get excited about what could happen if something did go right and then it never dose and i can't seem to help myself from doing it each and every time. and here i am telling myself don't get your hopes up i still kind of do. sigh anyway just hoping things will change or that i will...

Wow!!

For some people all i can say is WOW!! it's hard for me to believe that
some people really believe everything they see read or hear.
And take it so much to heart that they would change their life and things
that they do cuz of it. i mean really people if you were not born
with one grow a BRAIN!! i mean Really. now i know someone and i'm not going
to name any names who dose this on a daily basis and
i have to listen to it every day and the worst part is i can't SAY anything
to this person. i feel that once in your life you should get a pass
to say what ever you feel. and then that person will forget what you said.
now i know it won't make up for all the dumb S$%#* they say
every day to you but just once would be nice... i think.