So i know it's been a while since i have had time to write, but now I'm making the time to write. My husband is driving me beyond crazy and it's not like i had a lot more to lose to become beyond crazy. i swear it's like his very breathing offends me! i feel like he cannot do anything but eat sit there fart and make me mad. this dose not make a full time job! but since he gets unemployment he thinks it is!! Sigh i mean how much more can a sane woman take?! i have no idea what to do sometimes. i feel like i am always mad, i want to wake up on morning and go 4 hours with out getting mad and i know i should not let it get to me and take the higher road and bull Sh&% like that but sometimes i can't seem to help getting mad what to do what to do??

REALLY?!?

So it's tax season as everyone knows and while i hate having taxes taken out i LOVE getting taxes back... now we will be getting our taxes back and i am so excited to pay all my bills and get on the right track for 2010! but my husband? all he can talk about is oh i want this and iPhone, laptop blah blah blah! makes me so mad! i just really don't understand, i mean i am the only one working and he throws comments out there like oh we can pay for that with a paycheck. and i call him on it but I'm the mean guy cuz I'm like tell me again whose paycheck are we spending now? i am trying to reach a zen like place so i don't hurt him. I feel like the uptight guy in this relationship and my husband is the air head wife who just wants to spend money. i know I'm not the best wife FAR from it really and i spend money but when it comes to setting us on the right path making the big boy choices it all falls to me. and really i think it should be both of us am i so wrong?!?

Mad

You know how sometimes you can wake up in the morning and no little kids are trying to climb all over you and there is that moment of utter.... mmmmmmm
i has that this morning and then my husband has to open his mouth. i don't get that very often and i have no idea what it is or why but he can with only a few words make me so freaking mad! this is not a talent i think he should have, i get that i am a mom first and also a wife but really you would think the one person in the whole world who would know i need to be me sometimes would BE my husband. but NO! I feel like screaming and i just got up my day has not even started! i can't tell if it's him right now or if i am just always mad

Just starting

So as you can guess my name is Emma and i have a somewhat crazy life. First off i am married (i know i know) and i have a three year old daughter. New at this, but i got talked in to it by a friend you know who you are... Anyway so really this is my first blog yay!!